sometimes I feel like I’ll never move on and I’m reminded by the word that encourages me to continue to look forward. For he has built me a new path, a road that I must take, this road may not be easy but it’s a road built specifically for me.
All I want is to be loved, no need for huge romance, all I need is your love.
Everyday I spend with you is another day I fall in love
I didn’t think this would happen, but it has
I’m so glad you finally let this love live
My thoughts were wrong and I’m ecstatic!
You’re the one I fall in love with everyday
I want what we had back, where did that relationship go? Why does it seem like I can’t find you? I want it back, it hurts to know that my heart is lacking. Where is the thirst that I once had, the hunger that I once had? I want to dive into your arms and feel the peace that I once felt, the joy that I once felt, but something is stopping me. Every time I feel that pull I leap forward, not knowing exactly where I will land, but then something catches me and forces me back; back into this place where it is dark and it is scary, a place where nothing matters. I want to go out a limb because that’s where the fruit is, but for some reason I’m stuck at the foot of the tree pondering the idea of climbing it. The idea of holding my position is being taken quite literal, because even now I’m holding a position that I’m not so sure I need to hold. I need to take a step in one direction, but I’m stuck in a rut of nothingness. I want to feel something, I want to feel that love we had. I know your love has not gone, but mine is somewhere far beyond where my eyes can see. Where did our love go? The love that was so strong, the love that had no wrong, the love that could defeat the enemy, and live for eternity? Where did that love go?